Thanks Auldsoul for your reply. I knew that you and Blondie are in somewhat of the same circumstances that I'm in. (BTW, your post and comments in line with the Bible Teach book was excellent. I made notations from your post into the book.)
I was only wondering if it was inevitable that I would leave the WTS permanently. But I suppose that I only can make that choice. I doesn't make me feel alone, though, when I see/hear/read all of the comments of ones that are in the predicament as I.
Sorry to everyone if I posted this topic under the wrong "subject matter" (Beliefs, Doctrines and Practices).
Alligator Wisdom (aka Brother Not Exerting Vigorously)